Cherish ★

2009-01-29T15:47:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so much better now ,
Didn't go to Ed's house with them just now ,
So sorry .

Now i'm trying to keep myself occupied ,
So nothing else goes into my mind .
Cause i dont want to think .

Hope nothing changes .

Super Sleepy

2009-01-25T12:22:00.003+08:00

Just another post ,
Then i think i wont be updating until school starts .

Photos taken at KangRui's house :D

So tired ,
Talked to Ed on the phone till 5 yesterday .
Then realised he was the one who hit my head against the wall .
Cause when i woke up yesterday .
The left side of my head was swollen ,
Then i keep thinking : Did i hit my head?

Then ytd talk to Ed then realised .
The other day at Kr's house ,
I was drunk and lying on the floor .
Ed wanted to carry me to the sofa ,
But he accidentally hit my head against the wall .
LOL ,
That asshole .

Happy Birthday Sherlyn!

2009-01-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

Pictures taken on Sherlyn's birthday .

Stolen from Jenna's blog .

I guess everything's back to how it used to be .

& i shouldn't be thinking anymore .

Happy CNY!

2009-01-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

2 more days to CNY .
Went Kr's house for steamboat yesterday .
Sherlyn , Edwin , KangRui & me .
& we all got drunk by the number guessing game .
LOLOLLLL!
Reeeally drunk .
All i rmb was Edwin saying lots of crap .
Then Kr trying to sleep because he couldn't open his eyes .
Sherlyn went home earlier .
Ed even poured water on me!
I was so drunk i couldn't even stand properly .
Lean here , lean there ,
Then fall on to the floor .
Someone would heve to pull me up ,
Carry me to the sofa ,
Then next minute ,
I was on the floor again .
Left his house at 6plus .
Then KangRui had to send me back to amk .
& on the bus ,
I was standing and sleeping at the same time .

It was really fun ,
I really enjoyed it .

-

I really dont want to curse you ,
But you are the one making the whole family go crazy ,
Just because you're sick doesn't mean you can use this opportunity and make everyone unhappy.
You are the one who made didi get scolded ,
& yet you're faking the good person in front of papa .
Thick skin you've got huh?
You had to make didi scream at you ,
& then he will get a scolding ,
All of us cry ,
Then finally ,
You act nice and try to help?
You think we don't know?
You're always threatening us ,
& trying to get papa to scold us when we're not at home .
You're always complaining about us behind our backs .
We know it kay .
I really dont like you ,
Yet i have to pretend everytime , just because you're my grandmother?
I have to be nice even if you treat us like shit ,
Just because you're sick?
I know it's mean ,
But sometimes i really wish you would die sooner .
& save us from these trouble and scoldings .

No Timeee! ):

2009-01-18T14:00:00.002+08:00

I finaly finshed my News Log and Book Review,
Now i still have to do Amath homework, Emath homework, English Journal,

All by tomorow.

But it's okay,

Cause i've really put in my effort on home works this weekend.

The above photo was found when i was sorting out the photo albums.
&&&&,

I realised my father's hairstyle in the past was really like BooSong's!

LOL!

I see him everyday,

But i actually dont find him or his looks changing,

Bu when i looked at the photo,

Then i realised that he's changed so much.

I love the photo,

Only thing is that, my brother wasn't even created yet.

Missing News Log

2009-01-17T17:08:00.003+08:00

Yes ,
The previous news log i did was gone .
I couldn't open it when i tried to this morning .
& it really pissed me off .
I screamed , i shouted , i cried .
But i know all these is not going to help .
Instead of complaining ,
I should redo it .
Nevermind that i stayed up till 3plus midnight to do it ,
Nevermind that it consisted of 10days' news ,
Nevermind that i searched like mad for the news .
All i could do was start all over again .
I've already got myself 4 marks deducted .
Better get it all rushed out ,
Before i get more marks deducted .

Thankyou for trying to help ,
Sherlyn , Edwin & my father .

2009-01-12T16:14:00.002+08:00

I've decided not to publish that post .
Wont be saying much for now .

Fate decides who comes into our lives ,
The heart determines who stays ..

090109

2009-01-10T22:07:00.003+08:00

Went to Chinatown yesterday at night .
With whole family!
So long since we went out together as a family .
The New Year decors were just so-so .

This temple looks very special .

Walked around Chinatown .
To feel the Chinese New Year atmosphere .
I remembered the other time i came here with Sherlyn & Ahbao ,
Was to do our Project .
LOLOL!

Had FrogLegs porridge for supper (i realise i'm having supper almost everyday)
Left after supper & reached home at 1plus .

Study Study!

2009-01-09T15:38:00.003+08:00

Reached home early today .
It's really difficult to concentrate on the last hour of the last lesson of the last day of the week .
Lucky , Kally's broken ruler kept me from falling asleep .
Was busy breaking them into pieces as small as possible .

I realise that everytime during lessons ,
I'm either distracted by something , daydreaming ,
Or falling asleep .
& i really hate myself for that .
If only i could make myself sit properly & listen to every single word the teachers say .
Cause i'm already in Secondary4 .
& i would very much want to pass my O's .
I dont want to get into anymore trouble .
Even if it means trying to pull my skirt longer ,
& pinning up my fringe .
I'm really doing my homework already .

Secondary4 already ,
No more fooling around .

Homework to complete within this weekend :
A Math Book1 ,
Physics TYS ,
Literature Unseen Poem ,

I hope i didn't leave out anything .
&&& hopefully , i'll finish it .
LOLOL .

A Proper Post on a Lousy Day

2009-01-07T16:03:00.004+08:00

I'm starting to think if this year's really a better year compared to last year .
Because nothing's going well for me since the start of 2009 .
I think it's even worst than last year .

-

You see it , you take it as the truth .
I tried explaining ,
But you ignored every single shit i said .
When will you ever learn how to listen to others?
I'm already trying very hard ,
Do you even know?
All you've ever said was we're useless .
You dont even respect us ,
& you expect us to be respectful?
Your high expectations of me ,
I dont think i'm ever gonna reach it .

-
This morning was so lousy .
We got caught for our hair .
& was sent to Mdm Normilla .
& i think teachers are so horrible .
They insist on what they think is right .
She made me cut my friendship band ,
Which made me feel like strangling her .
She told us to cut it ,
Then she went to the general office ,
& came back with a scissors .
Wtf la?
& then we were supposed to pin up my hair throughout the day .

Okays ,
Forget about her ,
Mrs.G was another one .
I only forgot to bring my report book ,
& she insisted that i call my mum .
Since when was being forgetful an offence?
She called her just to ask her to remind me to bring it .
How stupid is that?

After school wasnt any better ,
I had to take away lunch back home & eat .
I'm sorry Sherlyn .
We'll have Subway another day okay?

I seriously hate today .
Please let today end soon .
Or maybe i should say let the year end soon .

Shandy Sim

2009-01-06T17:03:00.004+08:00

I'm here to share this blog .
It's a girl who was diagnosed with cancer .
She was very positive & optimistic .
She passed away last month .
This is her blog before she passed away .
Read her older posts , you'll admire her! (:
Shandy Sim

2009-01-06T16:21:00.002+08:00

I'll have to make up my mind & not regret .
This is really difficult .
Because it's making me so stressed up .
Hope it'll turn out well .
Fingers crossed .
I'm walking towards the end of this .

I'll put in effort this year .
Have to give in my best .
We'll make it through .

ThankYou Ed .

Hello 2009!

2009-01-04T15:15:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year!
LOL ,
I know i'm lagging .

I finished my POA powerpoint .
Quite satisfied with it eh .
Did the 3chapters with Sherlyn at my house yesterday .
& i added the pictures in today .

I'm painting my house now .
LOL .

♥ 23December to 28December

2008-12-28T17:00:00.003+08:00

Okays ,
Time to update .

23December
I went tuition .

24December
I watched Ip Man with Mummy , Ahyi & Sister .
The first time i saw the advert of this movie ,
I was like : eeee
After watching ,
I found the movie very nice!
Didn't go anywhere else cause it was raining .
Bought a log cake to ahyi's house .
Exchanged presents & stuffs .

25December
Christmas!
Met Winteng Siewhui & Yuenman at AMK .
& we went Bugis .
Shopped & had lunch .

Then i left with Siewhui & i went back to AMK .
Went KBOX to find Mummy & the rest .
Sang till 7plus & went homeee!

26December
Brought my brother for his SILVER test .
He passed :D
Then we went over to Ahma's house ,
Because we heard that she fell .
But she's okay now .

27December
Had dinner at ahyi's house .
Went to find my father with my Mummy .
Accompanied him to see doctor .
Then drove to market & bought fruits .

28December
I had to bring the two boys for swimming today .
Then brought them to eat .
& went home .
PizzaHut for lunch .

2008-12-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

It feels so long since i last blogged .
Sometimes i want to blog ,
But i just dont get the mood .

I am very tired , so tired .
Physically , mentally .
So many things are happening .
I cant seem to catch up .

Some things i'm supposed to do ,
I dont even feel like doing .
I keep thinking of things i'm not supposed to think of .
I dont know how to explain .
Cause i dont even understand why .

I dont even understand why people have to be so complicated .
Doing everything with a motive .
That's why they dont trust anyone except themselves .
Makes me feel that i shouldn't trust..

Twilight ♥

2008-12-19T17:36:00.006+08:00

We watched Twilight yesterday .
Waited so many months for the movie .
The movie's great!
I think i should watch it the second time ,
Maybe third or fourth!
LOLOL!
I'm seriously hoping that NewMoon , Eclipse & Breaking Dawn would come out too!

♥ Edward Anthony Massen Cullen is AMAZING!

2008-12-10T18:51:00.012+08:00

Sundaysunday!
Went CompassPoint with Mother , Sister & my irritating brother .
Pizzahut for lunch .
Walked around & shopped for Christmas presents .
Bought alotalot of presents .
I'm almost done with all the presents .

Back in AMK at 6plus .
Wenta Bishan with sister .
To get more presents!
&&&&& ,
I saw HelloKitty!
With PrinceDaniel!
I kept taking & taking & taking photos .
Until my sister almost fell asleep , lols .

Play these videos!

Photos!

15more days to Christmas!

2008-12-06T22:40:00.005+08:00

This is another complaining post ,
Dont read it if you dont want to .

My mum said :
You can choose your friends ,
But you cant choose you family .
I really dont understand why i have such lousy relatives .
It's okay if you dont want to contribute to the fees .
But dont come faking in my house , faker .
No one believes you .
& get lost with your wife .

I really wanta change all these lousy relatives away .
You think we dont know what you did?
You think we dont know that we have missing things whenever you all come?
You think we dont know what you have been complaining about us?

I dont mind if you want to complain to him .
I think by then ,
We can make it clear that you are not welcome in our house ,
We actually know that you've been taking things from our house everytime you come .
& i would really like you to know ,
My mum hates it when you borrow the car .

Why do you like to drive so much?
Borrowing people's car & treating it like yours .
Do you know that there's actually something called public transport?
If my mum lends you her car?
It means we have to take public transport instead?
If you really love to drive so much ,
Buy your own car then ,
Instead of spending all your money on branded bags .
Know your limits can?
You dont even have to work ,
& you get money .
Yet you spend them on LV bags , GUCCI bags , Guess bags?

& why do you have to bring your friend to our house?
Letting her son touch our things .
He's only a small boy ,
But he touches people's things ,
When the owners are not even at home .
& the amazing thing is ,
He doesn't even think what he did was wrong .
It's not that we're selfish & dont want to lend it to you .
You have to ask kay .
That's a basic thing to do when you want to borrow something right?

You dont come to our house to take things for free okay .
Dont think we dont know what you took .
I heard what you told your friend .
We're being very nice not to expose you .

It's obvious that we dont want you to enter our rooms ,
When we close our doors everytime we go out .
How can you invite yourself into people's room when we're not even at home?
Dont you have any sense of shame?
I find it really unlucky to have relatives like you .
Please dont come here so often .
It's really difficult to have someone like that in the house .

2008-12-04T18:06:00.003+08:00

Went to Mount.E on Wednesday .

10plus till 3plus , got really impatient .

Sent Ahma & auntie home .

Bishan , Swensen's for dinner .

Walked around ,

& found that they have this hello kitty event there .

But i dont know exactly what it is for , lols .

This is Jenna's rabbit .
It's reeeeally cute .
Remember to feed it!
Oh , i want a rabbit too ):

Met the girls for breakfast on tuesday .
Sorry i was late ):
But everyone was late , lols .
Had our breakfast ,
& i went home .
Then i went downstairs again to meet Jenna & Pohee .
& played with the rabbit!
It actually loves to eat .
Carrots & leaves!

My toe got hurt ,
Thanks to the door .
The blood was v disgusting kay .
I should have taken a photo of how much blood there was -.-

Cry On My Shoulder

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you'll call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you, there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in haven, where we'll go
If haven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

2008-11-28T14:13:00.004+08:00

26november , our first date made longlong ago .
Went to Kbox at Cineleisure .
& had lots & lots & lots & lots of fun with them .

2008-11-28T12:03:00.004+08:00

I don't know who you are ,
& why you have to do all this .
You may hate me ,
But dont do all these 小动作 behind me .

As long as i know i didn't do all these ,
You can spread all the rumours for all i care .
As long as he believes me ,
As long as they believe me ,
I should ignore what i heard .

For people who believes in rumours like that ,
Then there's nothing i can do to change it .
It's really okay ,
I'll make myself get over this .
I'll be strong ,
I wont cry over this anymore .

Jenna told me this before ,
Now i find it so true :
Believe only half of what you see ,
& dont believe any of what you heard .

I now understand how miserable it is to be misunderstood .
I'm not that sort of girl ,
I didn't do what you said i did .
It's up to you to believe .
Go ahead & think what you want .
我真的没关系 .

Thankyou Sherlyn ,
For being there for me .
Really thankyou .
I love you , girl .My Bestest Friend .

2008-11-23T14:26:00.002+08:00

Hello ,
I'm back from hk!
I missed Ahbao's birthday .
I'm really really sorry , girl .
Will make it up to you .

I missed 2o8'o7's bbq .
So sorry ,
I was tooooooo tired to wake up that day .
Ed called , Sherlyn called , Jasmine called .
But i was slping ):

I loveeeee HongKong! :D
I still dont have all the pictures we took there .
Will update again when i have all the pictures .

2008-11-13T15:42:00.005+08:00

I'm flying tomorowwwww!
Remember to miss me alright!
♥ TanJianKeat ,
You better miss me ,
& dont you dare think of other girls :D

2008-11-13T15:26:00.005+08:00

♥ Happy Birthday , Ahma!

2008-11-11T21:03:00.001+08:00

fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou .
i'm so tempted to give you two tight slaps _l_

2008-11-11T18:13:00.005+08:00

We ♥ Paranoma Modes .

ASS-See ♥

♥

♥♥

♥ 3o7

SSSSS-Snake .

UN-glam!

I ♥ Jasmine .

Dont forget our date , bunny! ♥

♥♥♥

Met WeiQuan in the morning ytd .
To buy something special :D
Sat at my house nearby & talked .

Went home ,
& met JK at 2plus .
Walked to Amkhub to meet EdEdEd they all .
Took train to Tanah Merah ,
& took the shuttle bus to the chalet .

Spent the day there .
I'm lazy to type out everything .
LOLOL .

Thankyou SolomonSOH for saving my blog .
Rellyreally thanks loads .
♥

Happy IJJPSK day

2008-11-08T10:46:00.002+08:00

I realised that ,

Today's actually IJJPSKday .

So ,

Happy IJJPSKday , girls .

♥

Kids Are Quick

2008-11-07T11:56:00.004+08:00

TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America ..
MARIA: Here it is.
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ?
CLASS: Maria.
____________________________________

TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables.
__________________________________________

TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'
GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it.
____________________________________________

TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD: H I J K L M N O.
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O.
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TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
WINNIE: Me!
__________________________________________

TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?
GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
_______________________________________

TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with 'I.'
MILLIE: I is..
TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'
MILLIE: All right..... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'
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TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.
______________________________________

TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.
______________________________

TEACHER: Clyde , your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
CLYDE : No, sir. It's the same dog.
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TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
HAROLD: A teacher

LOLOLOL!
Funnyfunnyfunny!

2008-11-07T09:41:00.005+08:00

Since Jenna wants me to reply the tags ,
I shall be nice & reply it .

JENNA: REPLY YOUR TAGD LEYLEYLEY ! crazy one ley. HAHA ! (x
I'm replying nowwwww! :D
ShiPei: Hello. Last long. :]
Okays , Thanks! (:
illene: cp got free stuffsss ?! : D lols
Nopes , they're not freeee luh . LOL .
JENNA: club penguin last timei also got play ! ;X misssss you !
Then play it again! So fun luh! :D
♥, SHERLYN: Yay , we loveeeee this ! ♥
Of course! It's not lame at all! :DDD ♥
EdwinSee.: LOL , penguin wid no name. laokui ah. =X
Have name alr hor! Better than you , say stupid word get banned . LOL .
Fionaaaa: marmieee lonqq time bo chat le. {: miss youuuu
Hahahs! Miss you too (:

I just woke up .
So tireddddddd .

Okay ,
Talk about this week .

I think i didn't go anywhere on Tuesday ,
As usual ,
Stayed at home to take care of her ,
Went downstairs to buy food for my brother ,
& i saw Constance & her ahma eating breakfast i think .
Than i went home ,
& brought my brother dwnstairs to wait for the sch bus at 11.30 .
While waiting ,
I received a call from Ed .
Then went home ,
Called Sherlyn's phone & conference with Ed & Sherlyn .
Hung up after a while ,
Played CP!
Did the drilling at Dojo .
Funnnnn!

Wednesday morning ,
Brought my brother for breakfast with Mummy .
Went to amkhub & had MosBurger for breakfast .
Sent brother for school after eating .
Then we went to market at 4oo+ .
It's been years since i stepped into the market .
Bought everything we need & left .
Went to Ahma's house .
Sitsit awhile & went homeeee .
Supposed to got Orchard ,
But it was raining .
So went to Hougang with Mummy & Sister .
Walked a few rounds & went home again .

Went school yesterday .
Didnt meet Jk in the morning .
I went to meet Sherlyn instead .
I was late again .
Walked to school ,
& realised we were toooo early .
MissChew came at 9plus .
& taught Binomial ==
Went to eat Breakfast with Sherlyn after school .
Subway again!
Then went home .
Bathed , changed & went to amkhub .
Met Jk & went NTUCCCC!
LOLOL .
Bought the things his sis need for steamboat .
Then went to his house .
Ate , talked , played cards .
Home at 6plus .

This is a looooong post .
When i was typing just now ,
A fly/bee flew in from the window .
I carried the laptop & ran around the room .
Until it flew out .
LOLOL!

2008-11-04T14:31:00.003+08:00

I got this photo from Sherlyn's blog ,
Everybody's helping at Dojo!

I ♥ cp!

Monday

Went for Maths remedial .
Walked to sch veryvery early in the morning with Jk .
LOL!
Then went out of school to fetch Sherlyn .
Didnt bring the paper that Ms Chew went through during remedial .
So that whole lesson was jux copying & talking with Sherlyn .
So is the disc legal or illegal?

LOLOL!
MacD's with Sherlyn after remedial ,
Then went home .

Bathed changed & met Sherlyn at 1 .

She was latelatelate , as usual .
Went to Polar to collect the cake we ordered .

Then ran to Mrt to meet the rest of the girls .
Plan to do fishy cancelled ,

Cox nobody dared to do it .

Still went to Marina Square ,

Because Vivo is too far for Jas .

Walked around finding for a place to eat .

Ended up eating in Changing Appetites .

Eye-linnnnnn~

Ahbao :D

JAS Baobei ! :D

Jas & Ahbao .

Vithra ! :D

Jas left & went to Yishun i think .

What a busy girl .

Then after eating ,

We went to toilet .

I told them we're very toilet .

LOLOL!

All the photos taken in the 2toilets .
Yeah , We went to 2toilets ,

Cause , we're very toilet .

Bitch! :D

What's she trying to do? LOL .

Act cute? O.o

'Sherlyn's extra-leggggg' Jenna said .

:D

Jenna , KwanWei , Illene ♥

I dont know what this photo means .

So it was MY fault ,
Cause they all dont know what the word tired means .
I was reeeeally tired okay :/

LOLs .

Photographer : Jennavithra .

HAHAHAHAHAH!

♥

Me , leaning on Me . LOL .

Sherlyn , dont try & act tall .

Sherlyn & KwanWei . LUCKY!

♥♥♥

Weirdddd photo .

Bitches ♥

:D

Jasmine's missing D:

:DD

There's something on your head , girl .

Sherlyn , Jenna :D

Then we bounc-ed train back to Amk .

KwanWei , Sherlyn , Jenna , PohEe , Illene ♥

:D

I ♥ these ladies :D

LOL!

Crazy things happened on the train!

I found the future me ,

Future Sherlyn & Jenna!

HAHAHAHAHAH!

Dont laugh , Pohee ,

It'll be your turn soooon! :P

Eh , she crazy one leh ,

Eh , wo yi wei leh .

LOLOL!

Noone except the girls will understand .

I'll end this post here ,

This is finally a proper post with photos .

I ♥ JK .

2008-11-02T21:27:00.008+08:00

I heard what you said ,
& i know what you mean okay .

Dont think that now you're sick ,
We all have to give in to you .
I know you have never appreciated what we did for you .

You only see what she did ,
We're all transparent eh?
Those little things she did ,
You have to tell the whole world .
What do you treat us as?

Will she pay all your medical bills for you?
Will she clear up everything after you vomitted?
Will she sacrifice her sleep just to make sure you finish your medicine?
Will she do everything that we did for you?
I'm quite positive that she wont .

I dont care whether you appreciate what we're doing ,
But at least ,
Stop complaining please .

I dont know how long more i can put up with you ,
If that day comes ,
When i'm going to throw all the words at you ,
Dont be suprised .

Why is that server full?

I want to go into Marshmallow .

& that server has to be full now .

I only want that server .

2008-11-01T16:13:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday , ILLENE!

Eye-Linnnnn~
You're SIXTEEEEN!
Happy happy birthday ,
Enjoy today ,
But you have bandbandband~

Meet on Monday alright?
Then we'll have funnnn!
Lovelovelove you!

KW misses all 5 of you .

2008-10-31T16:14:00.002+08:00

Sherlyn LOL-ing .

Ice Fishing!

Pizza Place!

I'm having so much fun in CP!

2008-10-30T18:04:00.003+08:00

I am Penguin 71143157 .
CP is super cute okay .
I've found another thing i can do le .

Sorry ,
But this is not going to be a proper post .
I really dont feel like blogging .

I'm going to play CP now .
Byeee!

I Love Tan Jian Keat .

2008-10-28T20:28:00.002+08:00

Photos taken with Sister & Andrienn at my house today .

Hello!
Where's JK's PSP?????!!!!!

Too tired to blog .
Bye!

2008-10-26T21:09:00.002+08:00

Hur ):
I feel so....
I dont know how to say .
But thanks Jenna :D

Tomorrow's my brother/my auntie/Ed's birthday!
It'll be Illene's turn soon .
She's so olddddd~
16 leh!
Can you imagine?
Illene's 16?
LOL .

I want november to come soon!
Then i'll be going to HONGKONG & China!
YAY!

2008-10-25T20:30:00.002+08:00

Hospital:

Happy Birthday , Mama!

Idk what happened to my eyes ,
They're still so red .

2008-10-22T21:10:00.008+08:00

YAY!

I went to school today!

& realised so many people missed me , hor Jasmine Bunny?

I missed you all tooooo~

Ahbao , Vithra , Baobei , MuoGu , 1o1 .

Played Latin instruments ,
Dont feel like talkin much about it ,
But it's fun though .

I played this! :DAnd this!

Sherlyn with the lollipop , me with the egg :DD

This is MINE!

Then had recess ,

Me & Sherlyn .

Jasmine was there too .

After that , went to the Indian thing at Chinatown Point .

Quite interesting eh?

After school went Subway for lunch with Sherlyn .

We're getting fatter & fatter ):

To the tags :
Thankyous everyone yeah .

2008-10-21T08:47:00.002+08:00

Why did i fking wake up so early for?
& now i have to spend the whole day daydreaming again .
Yeah , i'm forever daydreaming .
Reallyreally!
I realised that i think alot .
& i daydream alot .
Yesterday my cousin caught me daydreaming 3times in less than an hour .
Then the third time ,
He said: you look v sad .
& he's only primary2 .

I want to go to sch soon ,
I want to see the girls .
It's been y-e-a-r-s since i saw the girls .
I miss them okay!

2008-10-19T12:02:00.012+08:00

WAAAAH~
HE'S BACKKKKK!

Finally lor .

Thankyous Ed for listening to me complain .

Thankyous Jenna for pei-ing me cut hair , & eating icecreamm with me .

Thankyous Winteng for entertaining me!

Lovelovelove you all .

The previous few days was like shit luh .
Time passed so slowly .
I just kept complaining & complaining .
& doing stupid things .

First day stayed at home & daydream , talking crap with Ed .
I was so bored that i cooked ham for me& sister .
Kind of boiled it cause i was lazy to pan-fry it .
It was not bad kay .
Then we ate cup noodles .

Super Kids noodles!

Second day , at least i got out of the house .
& stopped me thinking for a little bit .
I met up with Jenna ,
Had nothing to do .
So i went for a haircut at 347 .
& it turned out really bad .
Went over to AMKhub to eat icecream .

Then went over to Ahyi's house ,
& brought my cousin to KFC with sister .
Crapped with them & did all sorts of nonsense ,
Like laughing at people .
LOLOL .
Third day ,
Which was yesterday ,
I went up with WinTenggggg!
After sooo long .Went to Bugis ,
Walked , ate , shopped , bought things .
Was really fun with her .

Then i went home ,
& she went to find her friend .
When i was walking from MRT back to my house ,
There's this angmoh who kept excuse me-ing .
I thought he wanted to ask for directions .
But he asked if i wanted to go for coffee .
LOLOL .
Mad lor .

I went to my cousin's house at night ,
& this is what he drew .
V cuteeeee!
Triangular shaped man .Flower-shaped face .

He spent many hours on this whole thing .

I'm not going to school tomorrow & tuesday .
& it feels like i havent seen the girls in ages .
I miss them lots .
Dont worry Sherlyn ,
I havent forgotten you , my bestfriend .
See you girls soon alright?

I miss JK too ):

2008-10-16T20:19:00.002+08:00

Hello ,

Where are you?

Is everything okay?

I miss you...

2008-10-16T14:07:00.002+08:00

Another post :

I dont know whether i should delete my blog ,
Or maybe lock it ,
I'm really sick of blogging .
& i dont know why .

Yesterday

Went to KFC with Jas & Sherlyn after school .
No matter how i asked the sky not to rain ,
It still rained .
Then Jas said i should sing the song in order to make the rain go away .
Sherlyn suggested me to sing & dance in front of KFC .
LOL .

Then after eating ,
Jas took bus at her bus stop ,
& i walked with Sherlyn ,
She pei me buy my Hello Kitty sweet ,
& pei her wait for her bus .
She refused to take my sweet .
Asshole :/

Then i went to meet Jk after she left .
Saw Shermin on the way ,
& she screamed so loudly when i told her my Amath results .
Then i waited for Jk at MRT station .
& he accompanied me walk to Ahma's house .
As we were walking ,
The rain got heavier ,
Then we anyhow walk walk in the rain ,
& finally reached Ahma's house .
Was so tired & wet when i reached Ahma house ,
& i fell asleep for 2 whole hours .

Woke up & had dinner .
Cab-ed home after that .

I'm so boredddd now~

Stay-At-Home Day

2008-10-16T13:08:00.003+08:00

Didn't go to sch today ,
Mummy only asked me not to go on Monday & Tuesday .
But i told her i'm not going today .
She said okay .

Then Mr Peng called her today ,
Asked why i didn't go today .
Mummy told him ,
& said i would only be back on Wednesday .

I would rather rot at home than go to sch .
But staying at home ,
Makes me think & think & think .
Thinking so much ,
Makes me have many many wierd dreams at night .

I had 2 wierd dreams ytd night ,
& i can't sleep well .
Woke up many many times .
& when i finally fall asleep ,
I get wierd dreams .

Dreams like me running alone ,
& can't seem to reach anywhere .
Can anyone explain to me why i get such dreams?

♥

I'm having moodswings so often ,
I think i'm going mad .
I dont get the mood to do anything ,
I didn't even scold Ed when he criticised me .
I cannot do anything ,
I even made a mess out of the washed clothes .

Everything is going wrong .

- I miss you .

I'm Sorry

2008-10-14T08:02:00.004+08:00

Okays ,
Didn't get to blog yesterday .

I wenta Mount E again with Ahma & Munmmy .
Radiotherapy & the idk what treatment .
My papa was so nice ,
He came back from his office jux to drive us to the hospital .
Radiotherapy was fast ,
Afew minutes , & it's done .

Then to the idk what treatment .
There was one indian lady who was fking rude .
Mummy ask her to help Ahma for her treatment ,
Then she was like so impatient .
So i stared real hard at her .
& i said to mummy : so rude ah!

When Ahma was doind her treatment ,
Mummy & i went for coffee at The Coffee Bean .
I treated her to coffee ,
Then we went to Guardian to buy eyedrop ,
Cause my eyes were feeling really dry .
Contact lenses ==
Then we went back to find Ahma .
The treatment was over in less than 45minutes ,
Faster than expected .

Mummy & Ahma cabbed home ,
& i walked to Orchard MRT to wait for Ed they all .
I stood there patiently & waited for a long long time .
Then Jk called to say we are going to Plaza Sing .
So i went to meet them ,
& we train-ed to PS .

Watched House Bunny ,
It's a good show .
Then went for Dinner without Chunheng & Kangrui .
& we went home after dinner .

Though the explaining's done ,
& everything's okay now ,
The guilty feeling is still there .

I know that you're angry because i kept it from you ,
I know that i should have told you ,
I'm really sorry .

But i promise you i'll try ,
& dont forget what you promised too .

我只能说,
对不起

2008-10-13T12:04:00.002+08:00

RAIN OH RAIN~
Please stop soon ;
I wanta go cut hair .
It's like wild grass okay .

I'm so bored ,
But i stil have zui LAO & zui xiao to entertain me!
YAY!
I looove them alright!

2008-10-13T09:45:00.005+08:00

Tsk ,
So many things to do , so little thumb .
I jux finished sweeping & hanging+washing the clothes .
& i saw this while sweeping ,
It's a spiderrr~

I hate it when my maid goes away .
Cannot cook proper dinner .
Have to eat steamboat .
Cause it's so easy to prepare!

YAY!
I'm having steamboat with JSP at my house tmr!
So excited kay!
We're going to buy our own ingredients ,
& cook ourselves!
HAHAHAHAH!
Then i'll show then how to shell quail eggs the easier way!
My papa taught me ytd!
LOLOL .

I'm going to the hospital again later .
Then i'll have to rush dwn to meet ed they all & Sherlyn for movie .
Pray that i can make it on time .

Look at the 6 things ,
They actually can move ,
But not here .
& they are really funny!

-Dota ; anime ; anime ; dota .
))))))))):

2008-10-11T15:19:00.001+08:00

I've changed my blogskin ,
Finally!
I tried using a navigation one ,
But failed .
& i found this quite nice .
YAY!

2008-10-11T14:03:00.002+08:00

Woke up early today .
Supposed to prepare ahma's medicine & everything for her ,
So many types .

Then i was asked to accompany my father & auntie to bring ahma to Mount.E ,
For chemo i think .
Reached the hospital ,
& we let her sit & move around in a wheelchair .
Wheeled her to the idk what room .
& she had her therapy .
There was this friendly lady ,
Who helped her settle down in a chair ,
Brought her blankets ,
& did the chemotherapy for her .
The needle went into her skin ,
And there's this bottle of yellow liquid connected to the needle by a long tube .
The liquid will flow into the long tube to the needle , & into her body .
But she said it's not painful .

Then we went home .
Ate lunch/breakfast .
& here i am ,
Blogging .

I'm used to your presence ,

& I'm starting to think about you ,

A little more after each day .

2008-10-10T15:01:00.002+08:00

YAY!
Exams are O-V-E-R!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHS!

I want to sleeeeeeep .
I woke up at 5.3o to read amath file today .
& yet i cant do a single question in the paper today .
Butbutbut ,
It's over!

-I want to go east coast with the girls!
Wait a few days alright? ):

2008-10-06T19:48:00.004+08:00

I'm finally online ,
After so so long .
& for my dearest Sherlyn ,
I will update my blog .

Oops ,
I just lied to the girly guy/manly woman .
But i dont feel guilty at all .
He/she deserves it .

Had SS paper today .
Didnt finish writing what i wanted to write .
But nvm ,
It's over!

Breakfast-ed with ChowChow at Macs' after SS .
She really sucks i tell you .
LOLOL .

Went home ,
Bathed , changed & went out .
Not to play , to STUDY!
Went to meet Jk & went to...
Study
& he taught me Math .
Did only a few questions ,
Then read TKMB .
I'm only one-third through the book .
I'm so dead tmr .
Math & Lit .

3 subjects over ,
7more to go .
Have to buck up ,
I have to read the TKMB summary now .

Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye...

2008-09-30T18:59:00.003+08:00

This was taken during Sunday ,
When my relative from dont know where came to my house .
This girl's Siqi ,
& she's very very very quiet .
She refused to smile when i took photos with her .

Then she finally smiled ,
Thanks to me!

We got back our chem test papers ,
& i got 11 out of 20 .
At least i passed .

Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry ,
I've thought for so long .
But i really dont know what to say .

2008-09-28T16:51:00.002+08:00

I got the class photos from JianKeat .

I like the formal one .

But the informal one's not v nice .

3o7 rock yo!

2008-09-28T13:43:00.002+08:00

From today onwards ,
Whatever you do ,
Is none of my concern ,
I wont care ,
I wont try to stop you ,
I wont even want to know .

We have said so many times ,
You just wont listen .
You've made promises ,
& you've broke them .
Since you dont listen ,
Why should we say?

You've changed so much ,
I dont even think i know you anymore .
It's a big disappointment .

2008-09-28T12:21:00.006+08:00

These was taken during the crazy studying session with the girls after remedial ytd .
I was forced to do the catholic high paper by them ,
But i did learn some things okay .
Thanks to Sherlyn's patient teaching .
She can be a very good teacher , if she has a little more patience .
Jenna said : Patience is the key to success , right?
LOL .

So bored ,
I'll be staying home for the whole of today .
I'm not complaining .
Just bored okay .

I'm waiting for 1oth oct ,
When exams ends and...
I'll have to decide .

Jenna ,
Where are you?
I need literature notes~~

2008-09-26T18:54:00.003+08:00

Today's the first exam ,
& there's many more coming ,
Let me make it through all the papers , please .

English was alright ,
But the compo really sucks ,
Cause i cant find a question that i have ideas on .
& i literally stared at the question paper for a very long time ,
Thinking : Which should i write?

I hate the comprehension too .
It's about coral reefs .
Why coral reefs lor?
Who the hell is the teacher who set the papers?
*Actually i know who .

Wenta Mos with JP&S after the 2papers .
Kept disturbing Sherlyn & Jenna .
Everything in Mos was mice yeah?
The burger , the fries , the drinks & the people!
So freaking mice!
Right girls?
But i'm the mice-est .

Then was to toilets to take photo .
There were no toilets that allowed us to take photos in peace .
One not bright enough ,
The other one , we got chased out .
By the cleaner who called us 'no shame' .
Just because she has alot of shame by being a cleaner .

Photos ,
I didn't upload 2photos which i look stupid in .
But it's not easy to hold the camera .

This fuh-nny girl .

Wil try to study now .

But there's really no place for me to study .

It's not an excuse , really .

Either not quiet enough ,
Or too many distractions .
I dont want to sit for amaths ,
I dont want emaths too ,
I dont want physics ,
I dont want chemistry ,
I dont want POA .

I want Social Studies ,
I want Literature .
I dont want any of the rest .

I hate exams .

2008-09-25T18:37:00.012+08:00

Yesterday ,
Met Pohee in the afternoon ,
Went library & tried to do elearning ,
There's something wrong with the coms there ,
So we stayed there for 1hour or so ,
Then left for KFC .
Ate & went AMKhub .
Bought our clips & i went home .

Was at home all the time talk to Jenna The .
Yes , The , not Teh .
Then i think she sort of misses me ,
So she asked if she could meet me .
It's true!
So we met at 6plus ,
& our purpose : dinner & finish lit assignment .
We decided that Pizzahut was a good place for dinner ,
& maybe ,
Maybe we could do our work there .
But turned out that the maybe was wrong .
We were busy eating & eating .
& we kind of made a mess out of the lemon tea & that jug of idk what .
Spent 1hourplus there .

Then Jenna wanted to meet Kenneth ,
Who was with Zejun .
So we went Amkhub to walk walk while waiting for them to come .
These are the photos we took .

Jenna ,

I didn't post that kiddy photo of yours .

Thank ME!

Then we went to meet them ,

& walked to KFC .

Rushed through our assignments .

& Jenna's like out of point for everything .

A girl who behaves like a boy = no toys to play

Somehow no link yeah?

WAHAHAHAHS!

Had Chem test in school today ,

Last minute studying helps okay .

Then PE lesson was funfunfun!

Played all sorts of game ,

Heart attack , egg game? , train , beef clap etc ,

There were lame jokes all well

So fun playing with the girls .

Miss Chew finally didn't come to school .

For one period .

Then was recess ,

& this was what we saw...

Don't get freaked out...

Yes ,
A dead lizard!
Curled up & somehow flat on the floor .

All the usual lessons ,
Photo-taking after school
It sucked okay .
Thanks to a few bitches .
Knowing that you are tall ,
Why still stand on the benches?
But i didn't like them all the while .

& there was lit extra class after school .
I was so tired & hungry during/after lit .
I couldn't absorb anything Mrs Ang was saying .

Finally it ended ,
I dragged myself to the gathering area to meet the 2bitches , Constance boyf & Jin .
Was really half-dead .
Thanks to Constance's noodles ,
Made me survive throughout the POA remedial after that .
Again , i couldn't absorb what Ms Lee was saying .

Illene took it when i was eating the noodles .

Had to drag all the books under our desks home .

My shoulers almost drop off ,

& my arms almost broke .

They were really heavyyyy~

Today is a longlong day .

Tmr's english paper .

Jiayous!

I hate this feeling ,

Where you look forward to something ,

& nothing comes .

A little false hope ,

Plus a little disappointment .

So many things i actually want you to know ,

I want to say it out ,

But nothing comes .

There's no way i say it ,

& no way you will know .

Hello , Mr Stranger!

I love you .

Do you love me too?

2008-09-24T13:44:00.001+08:00

Hello!
I'm with ahbao at the library now .
Emaths elearning is difficult .

2008-09-24T10:37:00.002+08:00

So early ,
Today is elearning day .
So i'm meeting ahbao later .
We're going to the library ,
Cause her com broke down .

I'm oh-so bored .
Where are you?

2008-09-23T18:04:00.005+08:00

Today was quite a happy day ,
Actually ,
I only mean recess ,
When we had our recess TOGETHER ,
Yes , together , all 6 .
Jenna brought her hammys .
One Tutu , another Susu , & the last one Bobo .
I love Susu the most ,
Cause it's white ,
So pretty la can!

Cute yeah?
Loooove them!

Went study with IJ&P after school at MacDs' .
Saw Constance&co ,
Who came & sit with us .
Thenthenthen ,
Talked alot .
Illene studied alot ,
I did abit of emaths ,
Jas was busy eating ,
Pohee was entertaining herself .

Headed to Popular ,
& i finally bought foolscape paper ,
Heard that , Steffi?
Dont need to use yours anymoreeee!
I bought an eraser & ledger paper too .
Then ,
Went homehomehome .

Tomorrow's elearning again .
Another day to study hardhard .
Another day for exams revision .
Another day i wont go to school .
Another day to miss you .

2008-09-22T18:49:00.003+08:00

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2008-09-22T17:45:00.003+08:00

I dontwan things to change just cause of the things i've said ,
If that would make things change so terribly ,
I'd rather take back my words .
But the horrible truth is ,
What's done is done .
I apologise for adding to your load of troubles .
I want so much ,
For things to change for the better .

Some bitch [one black , one white] tried to find trouble today .
_l_
Fuck you okay?
Yes , fuck you!
You were the one who wanted to make peace ,
& now you are creating trouble for us again?
Can i ask , 'what do you want?'
What EXACTLY do you want?
Stop trying to act tough .
Just because you have one stupid useless boyfriend ,
Doesn't mean you can go around bullying people ,
& using your boyfriend to threaten people .
Please kay?
You look so disgusting to me ,
I can puke just by looking at you .
Yeah , this question suits you so much :
Are you a girly-guy or a manly-woman?
Girly guy , i guess .
Hey! We found one of your testicles on the road today .
We're sorry we didn't pick it up for you .
We thought you didn't want it anymore .

I think you really failed to do your job properly as a teacher .
I really don't think this job suits you .
Please don't continue to make more students fail anymore .
I got scolded just cox of the instruction you gave .
Thank god that you're gone .

Yeapyeaps ,
Jasmine Bunny ,
You guessed it .
So many complaints .

Went PizzaHut with Illene , Jasmine , Pohee & Sherlyn after school .
Ate for awhile & left .
Then walked with I&S to busstop .
Waited for W.tengtengteng .
& we headed for AMKhub .
Hurhur ,
So many things happened to her .
Cheerup yeah?

Heyheyhey , friend ,

Please do cheerup kay?

Do not let all those things affect you too much .

Make the correct choice .

&& jiayous for exams .

2008-09-20T21:47:00.003+08:00

Nice Song - 眼泪笑了
Rylics/Lyrics .

比想象中更痛
你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了
谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着
找回光和热
面对你的时候我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客
因为路有些曲折是美的
心碎成了沙漠
就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间
不知所措
你温柔的双手本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

你眼泪都笑了
谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候
我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你深深的

Happy Birthday to my cousin , Kenneth ;

I bought him a Ben10 toy as a present today .
& he had so many presents .

I went to Bishan with sister today .
Bought Kenneth's Ben10 present ,
Walked around there ,
& got myself a handphone strap & a new handphone pouch ,
I think i seriously need to treat my phone better .
I jux dropped it yesterday .
& my phone can't detect the memory card for quite awhile .
Now it will jux go crazy anytime .
I hope i dont have to service it again .

Then when i was going back to AMK ,
Jiankeat told me to go meet him ,
When i said i cant ,
He became sort of angry & said crazy stuffs .
But i was nice & didn't scold him back .
Everything's okay now .

Congratulations , Eddie & Constance ,
Hope you'll last looooong .

I have to go watch Moonlight Resonance [ Jia Hao Yue Yuan ] now .
It's a nice show .
Everyone should watch it .
You can see how fake the fakers are .
Byeeee~

2008-09-20T12:03:00.003+08:00

I know i was such an idiot .
I blamed Jenna for giving up ,
But i tried to give up too .
& i sincerely apologise .

I admit that ,
I have been running away .
Running away from the problems we are facing now .

I slept for a long long time .
Waking up so many times in between ,
& crying so much when i wake up ,
I jux cried & cried & cried until i fall asleep again .
When i finally woke up ,
I knew i couldn't run away anymore .

Our friendship isn't that fragile ,
We couldn't jux end the whole thing overnight .
Now even if you girls want to end it ,
I dont want , & i wont let it end jux like that .
Yes , you can say i am selfish .
I dont want to lose any of you .
Not even one .
& i wont let Jenna leave jux like that .
Jenna was ours & she IS ours .
Our souls are attached together , like what Pohee said .

Fate brought us together ,
From strangers ,
We became schoolmates ,
Then we knew each other as friends ,
& finally bestfriends .

Why not others but the 6 of us?
We're fated .
缘 remember?
' Bestfriends are Sisters Destiny forgot to give us '
We're all sisters right?
I believe we can make it , through it all .
We belong together , as one ,
I hope nothing can separate us ,
Because we're IJJPSK

Please ,
Take it all ,
Take away all the problems we have now .

2008-09-19T15:45:00.003+08:00

The truth is ,
I've been keeping this whole problem to myself .
I think after so many things have happened ,
I finally realised i cant keep that much problems to myself anymore .
I have to let go some of them .
Sorry i had to share it with you all .
I'm sorry .
I realised i shouldn't have told you all .
Shouldn't have added to your problems .
It's jux that ,
I want you all to knw ,
That things are actually not that simple .
There might be many problems between us that we cant see .

Is there a way to make things return to how it used to be?
Do we really have to end this friendship?
From the bottom of my heart : I really love you girls .

2008-09-18T15:18:00.003+08:00

I really miss you , my friend .
Really , truly , sincerely miss you .

These are my honest thoughts ,
I think we're really incomplete without you .
Saying IJJPSK with only one J sounds so wierd ,
It's even wierder typing it .
Just like how wierd it is without you with us .
I promise ,
That if i have a choice now ,
I would rather have you with us .
Like in Sherlyn's blog ,
"Apart" or "A part" .
I would rather have you here ,
Having all the fun with us , like how we used to .
& not seeing how much fun we have .
What would every o8 of every month mean?
It used to be IJJPSK day .
& it wont just change to IJPSK day like that .

Even though i really cant stand some of the things you do ,
Things are not the same without you .
I didn't know this until i really felt that wierd-ness inside .
I refuse to admit you are my normal friend ,
& i wound never admit it ,
Cox deep inside ,
You are my bestfriend ,
An irreplaceable one .

I hope you can read this ,
As i really want you to know how much i miss you .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , JENNA .

Jian Keat had something stuck inside his finger just now ,
I dont know whether it's still stuck inside now .
But i regret hating him immediately when Illene told me .
Why should i have this kind of reaction?
Why should i even feel this way?
I think i suck
It's stupid getting jealous over something that's not yours .
"He dont even care lor " will be the reaction i will get .

He wasnt even mine in the first place .

2008-09-17T18:35:00.002+08:00

Had Emaths test today ,
Thanks alot to JasmineBunny for teaching me abit before the test .
Thankthanks ,
I really love you lots .

Mr NiceGuy is really so nice .
I dont know why ,
I think i didn't realise how nice he is until recently .
Thanks KangRui .

So many problems with these few days .
Everyone is complaining .
Urghhhh~

I hate JianKeat ,
Dont ask me why .
It's all his fault .
Guys are all likethat , forever one lor .
Sherlyn's complaining about SHY too .
Wahahahahs .
Maybe we shouldn't even have this kind of reactions lor .

Illene keep saying : He dont even care lor .
& it's really true .
THEY dont even care lor .

2008-09-17T16:02:00.005+08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

--

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

--

Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

--

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

2008-09-17T14:25:00.003+08:00

A new start ,
Where everything is no longer the same anymore .
Maybe it would be better this way ,
Because there's no point forcing our way through ,
When things are already going wrong .
No one can just ignore the problems ,
& pretend nothing happened at all .
We dont wan to force you either .
So i guess this should be the solution to all our conflicts & problems .

You gave us up in the first place ,
When nothing was settled .
If this is the kind of ending you wan ,
Then we have no choice .

& after so many things have happened ,
I cant believe that you stil haven't learn your lesson .
I hope you'll really learn someday ,
& realise we're all doing this for your own good .

Stop covering all your mistakes with your lies .
Because you dont know when we can really see through it .
Even when we know you're lying ,
You just refuse admit .
& even cover it with more lies .
You were the one who took our trust away .
Blame nobody but yourself .

Take care , friend .

2008-09-16T21:06:00.003+08:00

I've realised ,
Friendship to her is like a CCA?
When you say you wanta quit it ,
It means you are no longer in that CCA .
If only friendship could be so simple .
You jux have to say something ,
Everything becomes normal again .

But after saying out how i felt ,
It feels much much better .

Trust has to be earned , not given .
It only takes that little bit to lose the trust someone has in you .
& its not easy to earn it back .
But we're all willing to try ,

2008-09-15T19:18:00.002+08:00

There was oral this afternoon .
Was late due to having lunch outside school .
With Constance , Regina , Ng Jin , Kally , I & S .
Was half-running/half-walking back to school from lunch .
& that traffic light at TGPS refused to turn green .
Everything was okay during oral .
Except that my heart was beating so fast when we were in the hall .

So many people are falling sick .
If only i can just get dengue & skip the exams .
Where's WeiQuan?
I need your dengue~
& : Get well soon .
To all the people who are sick .
Esp Kangrui & Edwin .
Ed kept saying that he used dont know how many packets of tissue .
Exams are coming .
Cannot afford to be sick .
Study hard~~~~

2008-09-15T18:48:00.003+08:00

3 days since i last posted .
I admit that i do miss blogger quite alot .
So i'm back to update my blog!

I remember going to the funfair in school on Sat .
Our purpose of going there was actually to help Illene .
She was suppose to sell balloons ,
But it's not easy to pump air into them ,
Or even to twist them into shapes of animals .
So you can see how supportive we are as friends to go & support her .
It was so fun ,
But tiring ,
I was really tired at the end of the funfair .
Nicholas is really good at twisting the balloons .
He can make all sorts of things ,
Not that kind that Ahbao makes .

On Sunday , yesterday ,
Which was also Mid-Autumn festival ,
I went to my auntie's house ,
For her housewarming/to celebrate/have dinner ,
Have anyone ever heard that for housewarming
The guests actually have to buy all the ingredients ,
Go to the hosts' house ,
& cook /prepare everything for them?
After eating ,
We , as guests , even have to wash up everything for them .
Funny yeah?
Everyone finds it funny .

There are so many things i can talk about when i think about that whole family ,
That bitch & her children .
Urghhhh!~

You people who are not zi dong ,
Pleaseeeeee~
You are so fking hate-able .
Please fuck-off-and-die soon yeah?
Cant you just stop borrowing the car?
& stop asking him to pay for everything that you buy .
Cause i really feel like slapping you in the face .

-Fuck off , slut .

2008-09-12T20:04:00.002+08:00

LOL!
I was watching a show ,
& they talked about the diff between squid & cuttlefish .
Something i used to be curious about .
But i know what their diff is now kay .

I'm hating the life i'm having now .
Seriously hating it .
I miss Sec1 days .
Where we didn't have much to think about ,
Not as much worries as now ,
We gave ourselves so much freedom ,
Although we were always getting into trouble ,
We were happy .
Thinking back ,
We were really much happier in Sec1 than now ,
We were always laughing back then .
The so called 'laughing buddha' i remember .

I remember we always did crazy things ,
Like going straight to Orchard right after school .
It seems so impossible now .
We have so many things to think about ,
-Cannot go home late ,
-Need to do work ,
-Some need rush art ,
-Some have tuition ,
-Tied down by NPCC ,
-Remedials/extra lessons .

Or we could even stay in school till 6plus ,
& all that we did to kill time was ,
Loiter around ,
& simply talked our time away .

I still remember going to Bishan everyday for one week ,
Jux to take neoprints ,
We jux enjoyed taking neoprints together .
& we could even take 2 or 3 times in a day .
Jux for the fun of it .
Life used to be so simple , so happy for us .
I miss Sec1 days .

2008-09-11T21:20:00.002+08:00

3rd post?
I'm oh-so bored .
Shut up shut up~
Irritating uhhhhh ,

I'm reaching my limits le ,
I'm sorry ,
But i really cant pretend that i dont know anything ,
When the fact is that ,
You've said so much behind our backs .
It's so pissing when you contradict yourself .
Say something behind ,
& change it immediately in front of us .
But our patience is running out ,
So if anything happens ,
Dont blame us .
Because it wont be suprising ,
To find yourself getting slapped at something you said .

2008-09-11T20:04:00.003+08:00

I jux posted my last post at 7.16 ,

& i'm going to post another one again ,

Because ,

I cannot sleeep ,

&&&&& ,

Idk why i cannot sign in my MSN ,

So i have nothing much to do now ,

Boredboredbored .

Tiredtiredtired .

I tried editing photos ,

& they turned out like....

Not very nice though ,
But i've decided ,
Cannot steal ahbao edit de photos .
Ah bao's so crazy ,
She makes crazy balloons .

-If only i could say that familiar name one more time .

2008-09-11T19:16:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Dennis!

Today is 911 , o911o8 .
So it's Dennis' birthday!
We gave him a great birthday present yeah?
LOLOL .
It ended up with Bhareth?

Haiyooooo ,
I miss my Ah 花~~
LOL .

We had PE today ,
& playing Captain's Ball with the guys wasn't a fun thing ,
So we tried rolling the ball between our legs ,
Like primary school kids .
Wahahahahs~

VE lesson totally sucks today!
Mrs Gannnnnn~
Dont understand why she keep checking our attire .
So we played catching with her in class .

So tireddddddd~
I feelike sleeping alr .
I shall go to sch earlier tmr ,
Almost late today .
I love Ah 花 ♥

2008-09-10T21:08:00.003+08:00

Pleaseplease , PUHleasee ,
Stop your disgusting acts can?
Faking everywhere ,
Why cant you just fking be yourself?
Dont keep saying things just to please people ,
You dont have to use your lies to make people happy .
Sometimes i wonder ,
What do you even get when you make people happy with your stupid lies?
For fk lor?
Keep going around pleasing people ,
When you dont even mean what you say .
I'm so disgusted kay .
Yucks!
You make me wanta puke right at your face ,
Give you one tight slap so you'll nver be able to speak again .

Booo to Elearning~

2008-09-09T15:38:00.001+08:00

Hohoho ,
Today is elearning day ,
& i hate asknlearn ,
I dont even know how to use it .
Yucks .

Jian Keat became so black! ):
TskTsk .
I dont like him to become so black .
I keep reminding him ytd : Yao bian bai hor!
Pleaseplease ,
Let JianKeat become white-er .
Wahahahahs!

Bloody Assholeeee

2008-09-09T08:44:00.004+08:00

__
It's only 8.44AM now .
Whytf did i wake up so early?
Did i wake myself up?
What do you think?
DEFINITELY no!

There's one crazy asshole who called me ,
So early in the morning , & he woke me up at 8plus .
When i (until now) stil dont know whotf he is .
He was like : Hello , sorry , chao xing ni .
I (alr v pissed) : Ni shi shui?
He : Wo shi BRYAN .
I (Whothefuck is BRYAN?) : Na yi ge BRYAN?
Then he kept telling me that he's BRYAN ,
& asking stupid stuff like ,
Whether i'll go online today .
I didn't reply any of his questions ,
All i said throughout the phonecall was : Ni shi shui?
&&&&& ,
Finally , he asked : Ni bu shi JUDY meh?
I (felt like slapping him) : BU SHI LA!
Then i hung up .
HE SHOULD HAVE ASKED THIS THE MINUTE I ANSWERED ,
WHAT A CRAZY ASSHOLE ,
ASKING THIS DUMB QUESTION AFTER HE SAID SO MUCH CRAP .

Okay ,
Forget about this ,
Talk about yesterday ,
It wasnt a good day either .

I shall go straight to what happened after sch ,
That's the main thing i wanta say .
We were walking from the school to the bus stop ,
We jux walked passed the police station , reaching the bus stop ,
When Sherlyn stopped & shouted : WEI!
Then we realised that one uncle had bang into her ,
I expected he would only say sorry & walk off .
But wtf?
He still say : Wei what wei?
We were so angry ,
Cox he was in the wrong ,
& he didnt even apologise ,
Instead , he kept scolding us & arguing at everything we said .
He even scolded us stupid ,
This was what i was most angry at .
He said that we dont own the road ,
& we , walking in 4s , deserved to be banged .
He said that we walked in 4s cox we wanted to be banged ,
Thats why he banged us ,
So what he was trying to say was : You asked for it .
& he said : You walk in 4s , i banged into you , you still wei me for what? You STUPID arh?
Hearing the word stupid , makes me want to kick him in his balls ,
So i kept asking him : You scolded us stupid , did you? Walking in 4s means we're stupid?
Another STUPID thing he said was : You walked in 4s , still dare wei me , wei YOUR FATHER LA!
Wei-ing him + our father = no link?
& walking in 4s = stupid?
Sherlyn scolded him first ,
Then i started to scold him when i heard the word STUPID .
Then Pohee started talking about the laws ,
She's so funny i tell you .
She said : If we like that walk , got commit dao crime , then you bao jing lor .
We 3 were scolding him til he didn't know how to argue back ,
& he started saying even more STUPID things ,
He said something about the cow eating the grass?
I say : Ni bu yao talk cork la hor!
We 3 were screaming & screaming at him .
He , with his bitchy wife's help ,
Still could not win us .
He bobian , walk off .
& what's most STUPID was ,
He was in the wrong .
Bang pple (purposely) , nver say sorry , still scold us?
Wtf he thing lor?
Totally brainless __

& then at night ,
Went to AMK hub with family+auntie & cousin to eat ,
Because it was my father's birthday .
But i didn't like going there ,
Stil no choice ,
Cox ahmah cant walk far ,
& the 8pple cant fit into the car .
We went to basement & chose the SOUP RESTAURANT .
Noone tried it before ,
So we went there .
& i tell you , i'll never go there anymore .
Yesterday will be the first & last time i'll be going there .
We ordered chrysanthemum tea first .
& when it came ,
I tried it ,
It tasted like hot water + sugar .
No chrysanthemum taste .
My first reaction : Look at my mum , then i realised she also tried it .
Everyone gave the wierd look when they tried it ,
So when the waitress cam to take the order ,
My mum told her about it .
My father said something super hao xiao ,
You would laugh like mad if you were there .
When my mum told the waitress that the tea's tasteless ,
My father said : Yeah lor , actually chrysanthemum very cheap one mah .
& what he meant was : Why do you even need to save on the chrysanthemum? It's so cheap .
We all laughed like mad .
Then the waitress introduce us a kind of fish ,
She said : Zhe ge yu (this fish) , mei you gu tou (no bones) , mei you wei dao (no taste) , hen hao chi (tastes nice) .
Nobody realised what she said except me ,
The fish mei you wei dao (no taste) .
So i asked her : Har? Mei you wei dao (no taste)? How to eat?
Then everybody realised .
LOL!
Then she said : Sorry , Bu shi mei you wei dao , shi mei you yu de xing wei .
We all laughed & laughed .
So ffunny .
& the food there ,
I really dont know how to describe ,
Almost everything tasted so wierd .

I'll never go there again , I swear .
It costed almost $2oo for the wierd food .

2008-09-07T10:44:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday , WinTing !

Actually , her birthday's yesterday .
Oh , nvrmind .
Happy happy birthday , anyway .
Cheerup , yeah?
Hope everything will get better .
Call me if you need a listening ear kay .
We'll always be here for you .
Lovelovelove you!

2008-09-05T13:38:00.015+08:00

This post is for all the photos .
Yesterday's study session became photo taking session?
LOLOL .
I took away a few blurred ones .
Here are the rest .

All 4 of us

All Illene

Small eyes
Medium eyes

Big eyes

All Sherlyn

All Jenna

All Kw

Rest of the Photos

The day i watched 4bia .
Yuenman insisted on taking full body ,

& i look sooooo fat .

Expensive peaches ,

Which cost $17.5o each .

Each kay , not the whole box .

We bought 13 ,

So total : $2oo++

Airport day?

I love Jasmine Bunny .

2008-09-05T13:32:00.000+08:00

I want to buy this bagggggg~

I think it's super nice!

Buy/Dont buy?

Phobia of 4bia

2008-09-02T19:33:00.002+08:00

Jux finished bathing ,
Other than in camps ,
I think i never bathe so fast before .
It was less than 1ominutes .

I was so scared after that watching 4bia with the 3girls .
It was so so so so scary .
The movie is actually cut into 4 short stories .
First - A girl receiving messages from a guy (ghost) .
Second - A group of students being cursed by a boy they bullied .
Third - 4guys went for camp , one died .
Forth - A girl getting her retribution for having an affair with the Princess' husband .

The movie's great ,
But it was too scary .
I really got freaked out , screamed like maddddd~

I sat with Siewhui ,
Winteng sat with Yuenman .
I held on to Siewhui's hand so tightly ,
& we kept screaming like crazy .
The first time ,
We even knocked onto each other's head .
Laughs .
The cinema was full of screams thoughout the movie .
I would recommend people to watch the movie .
It's really nice ,
You can scream all your troubles away .

Went to walk around AmkHub & central with Siewhui after the movie .
Ym went to meet her lovelovelovelover ,
Wt went tuition .
So we walked around ,
& waited awhile for Basil & his friends .

We went to toilet ,
Then we were taking photos when the lights suddenly went off .
Crazy siah!
Cox it was totally like one of the scenes in 4bia .
The lights went off one by one .
We ran out of the toilet .
Siewhui said something : Bu yao pa , wo men hen BRAVE de .

After awhile ,
Went NTUC with Sh ,
Then home .
It was raining so so so heavily on the way home ,
Which made it seem even more scary .
To everyone's sky ;
Please dont cry ,
Be strong ,
Like us .

Happy Tree Friends

2008-09-02T12:19:00.001+08:00

Watch this video!

Happy Tree Friends - Eyes Cold Lemonade

I dont know why i keep watching Happy Tree Friends even though their so sadistic .
This one is the most disgusting one of all that i've watched .

I need Brain-washing

2008-09-02T11:33:00.003+08:00

My mind is so not clear this few days .
I cannot sort things out properly in my mind .
& i think there's some problems with me & my own emotions .
I can be happy this minute ,
& sad the next minute .
My brains are not functioning normally anymore .
I remember going somewhere/doing something ,
But i just dont remember when they happened .
Like i remember going to my Ahma's house to celebrate my Ahgong's birthday ,
But i dont remember which day it was .
Whether it was yesterday or last week .
Then i have to think ,
What did i do yesterday?
& it took me more than a few minutes to figure out ; remember what i did .
So wierddddd~
I cant seem to think properly ,
Omfg ,
What's going on inside my head?

On my notebook ,
There's this phrase Illene pointed out to me :
Promise yourself to be strong .

-I promise myself to be strong .

To all my friends :
Be strong ,
No matter what happens ,
I'll always be here for all of you .

No-Tagboard-Until-Sherlyn-Has-One Movement

2008-09-01T15:02:00.003+08:00

I WONT remove my tagboard ,
Because i think Sherlyn wont put her tagboard .
Giveup la , Illene , Jenna , Jasmine .
Wahahahahahs :DDD

If she doesn't want to do add a tagboard ,
She must have her goodgood reasons .
& putting a tagboard is nothing very inportant .
If she dont want ,
Then dont force her la .

Holiday in Maths Remedial

2008-09-01T14:42:00.003+08:00

A few minutes ago ,
I had the whole house to myself .
Now ,
Everyone's back ))))))):

I am so boredddddddd la .
As usual ,
We were late for Maths Remedial today .
But it ended late .
So 辛苦 to sit there for so many hours without standing up .

We went so many places around AMK ,
& pissed pple off wherever we went .
In school was Ms Chew .
Then went amkhub ,
Illene was so irritating ,
We were almost fighting with each other
& blocked many pple's way .
Fairprice ,
Dropped cans of Campbells' soup ,
The auntie was so irritated .
At the escalator ,
Sherlyn blocked an uncle's way ,
The uncle got quite angry ,
Ask Sherlyn to demo what he did , LOL .

Saw Siewhui & Basil on the way home .
LOL .
She asked me to join them ytd ,
But it would be sooooo wierd .

Bye , Mr Wrong

Random

2008-08-30T19:55:00.004+08:00

I look so tall , cox of the heels :DDD

I dont want to think anymoreeeee ))):
The more i think ,
The angrier i get .

The angrier i am ,
The more i cannot get myself to accept her .

__ to jealousy .

Holiday starts today!
YAY!
Will try studying for the week .
Maths remedial Monday & Friday .
Won't go to school for nothing againnnnn!~

Outing with Darlings

2008-08-30T09:23:00.005+08:00

Jux 2 photos for now ,
I'll post the rest of the photos another day ,
There's too many to post .

Went out with the girls yesterday!
Like finally!
We were all late .
Wasted 1hour .

It was SiewHui's Birthday!
HappyHappy Birthday SiewHui!

I bought her a cake as a present .
Wanted to give her the cake after we finish our movie .
So we put the cake in WinTeng's bag .
& the cake became....
Out of shape?

Went to Cineleisure ,
Planned to watch 4bia .
Siewhui bought Famous Amos .
Then YuenMan pointed outside ,
I think she saw her friend ,
Then guess who it was?

I was so shocked .
Cox YuenMan was pointing at Bryon ,
Who was with the rest of the guys ,
Edwin , Kangrui , Jiankeat , Desmond & i don't know stil have who .
But it was such a coincidence .
See?
Even lao tian wants me to see JianKeat .
I rannnnn out ,
& screamed at them?
Idk why so happy to see them .
They gave me the 'you siao?' face .

Nvmnvm ,
Then we went to buy tickets for 4bia .
We asked some guys to help us buy the tickets .
Because ,
The movie's NC16 .
We all wore dresses (except Winteng) & thought we looked old enough .
But ,
When we were entering ,
The person wanted to check our IC .
Zzz .
Too bad ,
They die also don't let us in .
We lied & said we didn't bring it .
Lucky ,
We were able to change the tickets ,
To another day's movie ,
At another place .
So that we can "bring our ICs" on that day .
We'll be watching it at AMK on tuesday .

Sat down ,
Talked & camwhored .
Then decided to take Neoprint .
It's been years since i took Neoprints .

Home after Neoprint ,
Winteng Winteng ,
Cheerup okays?
Loveeeee you all to death .

What Winteng said was quite true .
Although we don't meet often ,
We still don't run out of things to say .

Received a phonecall on my way home ,
Bad news .
Ran home ,
Changed ,
Rushed to find my brother ,
& cabbed to MountElizabeth hospital ,
I hope my ahma will get well soon .

My Blog Song

2008-08-26T16:01:00.004+08:00

Mariah Carey - I Stay In Love

Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause Ican't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

Problems

2008-08-26T15:33:00.003+08:00

Okay ,
I guess it's time for me to think back about some things .

I know things are changing ,
In a bad way , sort of .
I don't know whether you all are doing it on purpose or what ,
Or maybe you don't even realise what you all did .
But it's really kindof impossible when you all don't even know what wrong you did .
It so obvious?

One time ,
Two times ,
I can just turn my head ,
& pretend i don't know .
Pretend i don't feel it .
But if you all do it so many times repeatedly ,
It's really difficult to be like normal .
Just like i told someone: It's difficult to pretend to be normal , when it's not .
So when i'm trying to be like normal ,
Don't make things difficult for me , please .
I'm already ignoring what youall have done ,
For everyone's sake .
So really , please ,
Don't make things so hard that my effort's all gone .
In case you don't know ,
I'm really trying , my best .

If so many people can see it ,
I don't know why ,
Why you all just don't understand?
Or i shall say ,
Why do you all just pretend you don't know?

I'm really tired ,
I'm trying my best ,
But why just don't you all understand?
& now you're putting the blame on me instead?

I seriously don't know how to continue this life .
Why is everything going wrong?
Why is this year such a bad one?
Why is everyone changing?
Why is everything so difficult?

Don't complain about me ,
Cox you don't even know why .
You all made me this way ,
& yet i am the one trying so hard ,
Without complaining .

I wish for everything to end here ,
Right now .

Being boreddddd

2008-08-23T13:09:00.003+08:00

I am oh-so bored .

That Sherlyn is even more bored , bitch .

She's crazyyyyy~

She said she posted 3posts today le ,

& i think shes going to post the 4th one now ,

So if you're bored ,

Go read her blog .

There's this v v v sweet story in her blog .

Dieeeeeeee ))))):

I really have got nothing to do now .

Whose fault?

Blame everyone for not telling me that the remedial's cancelled .

Or i could still be slping ,

Maybe just woke up .

Should i read NewMoon now?

I'm finishing it soon .

Maybe by tmr?

YAY! ~

Mummy's coming back from HongKong/China today!

She went HongKong&China in 6days .

Must be lots of fun!

I wanta go tooooo~

I missed her like hell .

We talked about our mothers during detention with I&S .

& i cried jux by thinking about her .

So i think i will die without her .

IJJPSK - Anti-social

2008-08-23T10:20:00.004+08:00

Whywhywhy?
Why didn't anyone tell us that the remedial was cancelled .
Yes ,
Cox we are anti-social people .
I jux realised how anti-social we were ,
How anti-social we are .

So angry la ,
We woke up so early jux for this remedial .
Jux cox we won't be late like last time .
Then we even ran in the rain to sch .
Came to sch ,
WeiJun told us that the remedial was cancelled .
I still thought he was bluffing us .
I kept saying: no lor , dunt lie .
But when JoeEe told us that it was really cancelled ,
We realised that WeiJun wasn't lying .
The remedial was cancelled .
& not even one kind soul in our class told us about it .
Are we really so dislike-able?

So damn angry .
It was soooo early ,
& we were stil wet .
Went to dry ourselves .
The we had nothing to do .
Walked around .
Saw Danial& talked for awhile .
& there were Jenna & Pohee plus their Art Club pple .

Then we saw MrsGan & her son walking to the toilet .
So we waited outside .
& they came out .
Her son is soooooo cute .
Watched him play for awhile ,
Then decided to go home .

Talked about how anti-social we are .
But all is true .
We did things & always thought what we did was right .
We always thought that everything we did was right .
People cannot do certain things ,
& only we can .
But this is us .
This is IJJPSK .
We have been like that since a longlong time ago .
& i don't see the need to change .

Heritage World

2008-08-22T18:17:00.008+08:00

Look at the bao~

That tofu :D
LiannnnnZhuo .

Went to Chinatown for the Heritage World .

The whole place was quite interesting & sort of creepy .

All because of Edwin .

He kept scaring all of us ,

& made me scream .

But we didn't manage to scare him back .

I was really scared after screaming ,

Kept puling tightly at Ed's shirt ,

& i slapped him on the arm so many many times .

There were so many mirror that looked wierd ,

Which made it even creepier .

Leaving the Heritage place , on the way to the bus ,

We bought fooooood :DDD

It was drizzling then .

Illene bought a bao .

We ate on the bus ,

That was when Illene realised how huge her bao was .

She could actually eat half of it for lunch ,

& save the rest for dinner .

LOL .

Imagine how big it was .

We took pictures .

Forced Kangrui to take with us .

& LianZhuo & Edwin .

Too bad Jian keat & HongYi wasn't there ,

Or we'll go crazy jux by wanting to take photos with them .

Everyone said Jian keat's not mine .

& nobody believes that i really like him .

Soooooo sad )))))):

"Wo yuan yi"

Tell someone ,

They'll think you're nuts .

So many times ,

I felt like telling you ,

I love you .

Blur-ness

2008-08-21T19:01:00.003+08:00

I went home so early today , yeah Pohee?
We went home too early .
I bought my Magic Black lens after going home & getting my $ .
Then i called Pohee & went to her house .

I was so blur today .
Too blur .
I didn't take out the contact lens i was wearing originally ,
& i wore the Magic Black with my original contacts on .
LOLOL .
Until Pohee looked into my eye & said : haiyo , why you wear 2contacts?
But i kept saying i nver .
Then i realised .
So idiotic .

Then we went for lunch at Junction8 .
We were so blur again .
Like anyhow walk .
Dont even know what we thinking siah .

Ate & walked around .
I bought straws again .
Will be reading NewMoon & folding straws these few days .

&&&&& ,
JianKeat's mineeeeeeeee~

Th sky is red , no matter what .

One girl?

2008-08-20T19:25:00.003+08:00

I suddenly thought of what Danial (big bird) said .
"Guys would never be satisfied with just one girl"
This made me hate him even more!
So what do they treat us as?
Toy cars?
So that they can play with more cars ,
To cause car accidents?
Or traffic jam?

They wan us girls to fall out just because of them?
I think this kind of guys should really really go to hell .
Go to hell & get tortured .
If i'll ever have the chance ,
I swear i'm going to dig out their heart ,
Stab at it like how they broke the girls' heart ,
& put it back in .
Then they'll know how hurt the girls' felt .

Or

Pull out their tongue ,
Use a penknife to cut it a million times ,
So that they learn to mean what they say .

The sky is still red .

Heart-breakers

2008-08-20T18:28:00.004+08:00

School as usual ba ,
Had physics & a.maths test .
I think i failed both .

Went detention with Illene & Sherlyn today .
We were all late in the morning ,
Because we went to sch tgt , LOLs
Jasmine was there too!
She's so idiotic .

Released at 5plus from detention .
Met Jas & went MacDs'
Like sooooo damn long nver go there .

Ate & home ,
IJS were screaming 'KWANWEI , BYEBYE!' when i crossed the road .
I didn't turn .
So they siasuay-ed themselves .
LOLOL .

Ihateyou~ Ihateyou~ Ihateyou~
You bastard .
You sure do enjoy breaking people's heart dont you?
If you think it's so fun to break someone's heart ,
Why dont you try breaking your own one?
Or maybe ,
Maybe you dont have a heart to break?
Someone broke yours?
& you're jealous of anyone who has a heart?
Then i really pity you , you bastard .
You Bastard .
Shall i donate a heart to you?
A black one?
A black paper one?
It's better than nothing yeah?
People would think i'm kind enough to even talk about Bastards like you .

We were all so dumb ,
Dumb enough to trust you to take care of her ,
Or even make her happy .
I think you are such a failure .
But dont worry ,
She's not going to care about you anymore .
So stop trying to attract her attention .

No matter what ,
Whoever dares to hurt OUR Baobei ,
Directly or indirectly ,
You'll see what happens ....

Hey ,
You better have your lesson learnt kay?
But i doubt you will .
We know your *pattern* .

Can you stopppp behaving likethat?
Pleaseeeeeee~
Dont make people dislike you anymore .
Dont you have a style of your own?
Why must you go around behaving like someone you're not?
Following what people do ,
What people say ,
What people wear ,
Is that really meaningful to you?
It's pointless to do all these ,
When you know it's not really you ,
& you're not being who you actually are inside .
Find your own character , you own personality , you own style kay?
Being like someone else ,
Would make people like you for who you're actually not .
So many people would dislike you ,
Is that what you really want?

The sky is red .

2008-08-18T17:54:00.005+08:00

Be strong

2008-08-18T17:17:00.003+08:00

Today is such a wierd day .
I seriously dont know what happened .

To Jenna:

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
好的男人有那么多少了他的日子也能过 .

Dont be sadddddd~
Cox i'm not sad anymoreeeeee!
Remember what i told you?
What's meant to be yours will be yours .
What's not meant to be yours , then too bad...
Anyway ,
We'll always be here for you!

Bitch:

That purple dinosaur is mine!

2008-08-17T12:31:00.002+08:00

Wow ,
Give the spammers some credit ley ,
He/she spent quite alot of effort spamming .
There's 140 of his/her messages .
Doggie , go eat shyt __
If you think spamming's so fun ,
Go spam your own blog then .
There'll be extra fun!
Cowardly dog!

2008-08-16T14:50:00.002+08:00

Moodswings ,
I apologise for all my moodswings & bad attitude .
These few days had been bad ,
Really bad .

Everything & everyone seemed to get in my way .
I get irritated by everything .
I tried ignoring ,
But i still get pissed off .
I even thought of ___.
Is it really so bad that i had to think of it?

I cry at the slightest thing ,
Or i can scream at someone without good any reason .

Stressing over nothing?
Is that why?
Because i have too much to think about ,
Too much things to do ,
But i dont do anything ,
So i get stressed up?

There's too much things to do ,
& i have not enough time for everything ,
So i simply turn off & do nothing ,
Then i get stressed up because i didn't do anything .
I know it's wierd .

Maybe it's either i complete everything ,
Or i don't do anything at all .

It's obvious i'm unhappy ,
Mummy told me ytd: Why are you so pekchek the whole day today? From the time you came back home until now , you were so unhappy the whole time .
She asked me to tell her if there was anything i'm upset about in school or at home .

Maybe there are some things i shoudn't think about .
I know it's important to stay strong & be happy .
Positive about everything ,
It that the way?

Who would understand?